6/3/09

Intuition

This is one thing that has been weighing on my heart lately. This spring when I miscarried I knew something was wrong. Now you may ask, what are thinking, you're crazy, but I promise I'm really not. So here's what happened....
When I first found out I was pregnant I read everything I possibly could to be informed and educated with what was going on with me and the baby growing inside of me. Everytime I would read something about miscarriage a little light bulb would go off in my head, and I would have a little voice in my head saying "you're going to be a statistic". I know it sounds crazy but these thoughts would come at the most random times when I was at work, eating dinner, whenever.
It all came to a head when I was over at my parents house right around 12 weeks. My mom said "well why don't you start telling people". I turned to my stepdad and said " I just feel like something is wrong". He said "oh no, you're fine". Well, 3 days later I miscarried. So my point in all this is TRUST YOUR INSTINCT!!! It is never wrong!!! Now, I don't blame myself for not running straight to the doctors office or anything like that, but now I know what those random thoughts were and I know to listen to them in the future. So the posint of this post is to ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS listen to your intuition!!!
Happy Wednesday!

4 comments:

All Things Today said...

Long time reader, first time poster. I unfortunately know exactly what you are talking about. When we told my family we were pregnant, everything felt wrong about telling them (something I can’t put into words now). I even told my husband after that I didn’t want to tell anyone else that we were pregnant and I had no idea what was about to happen to us. So, I do not think you’re “crazy.” It’s amazing what our intuition can tell us…

CageQueen said...

Were you guys featured on The Nest? I got an email with a girl who had a dress almost identical to yours with the same name. The internet is a smaller world than we think sometimes.

P.S. Great post, as I truly believe in trusting your instinct, too.

Anonymous said...

Im sorry that you had to go through that. We are trying to have a baby and miscarriage scares the mess out of me! Best of luck!

Mrs. McB said...

I know what you are talking about-not about being pregnant-but about trusting your instinct. Sometimes I get thoughts at the most random times-almost foreshadowing.

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