So true.....

"Whenever God Closes One Door He Always Opens Another, Even ThoughSometimes It's Hell in the Hallway"

A friend sent me an email today and the above passage was in the email. It immediately caught my eye. This completely describes the road B and I have been on. Our faith has really gotten us through this most difficult time, but when people would say put everything in God's hands, I kept thinking to myself well I have and nothing is changing. I still cry because I'm sad, I'm still angry at most everything pregnancy related, and my heart still aches to once again be pregnant.

Then I read that passage and it all made sense. Although one door has shut for us, another one is open, but we are walking through the hallway of hell at this very moment, just waiting to come to the open door of a healthy and happy baby. I have been hoping and praying that the pain we have would go away for many weeks, and will continue to, but I had my ah-ha moment this morning thanks to my dear friend Courtney. Hopefully this hallway won't be too long!!